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MARDUKITE NECRONOMICON — “Real” ANUNNAKI BIBLE is Origins of Everything! Even Judeo-Christian Scriptures!

Many have long wondered the truth—and it is available to us as clear today as it was thousands and thousands of years ago—impressed on ancient clay tablets… the first true writings at the inception of modern human civilization—some of which extend back to the time of the first societies, the first cities, the first systems, the first…well… everything. And while humanity has had a turbulent history ever since, what has suffered the most in all of this time is precisely the retention, understanding and basic ability to know the truth about the origins of everything. How things came to be what they are today is not as important as a return to the source and rediscovery of the original knowledge—the truth as it was laid out before the convolution of further systems and cultural fragmentation.

Where does one turn for answers?
And are there answers for us?

Sometimes the desire to “know” is not tempered with wisdom and discernment. We have all seen the types that have allowed the pursuit of esoteric knowledge to drive them “crazy”—so vastly interrupting and impeding any sense of “normalcy” that they either fall by the wayside or worse, become forever lost to a personal roller-coaster ride—closed tracked and cyclic, providing perpetual stimulation and the illusion of movement… but what true enlightenment? Where is the ascension if the movement is not perpetually upward—unfolding laden potentials that are not restricted to just what we can conceive of today. We begin to allow ourselves the freedom to achieve these states of higher awareness by acquiring and maintaining “true knowledge” as we process our experience of reality and what is possible.

Fortunately, for the past decade, a group called the “Mardukite Chamberlains” (or “Mardukite Research Organization”) has refined a collection of the most ancient writings on the planet, presented as an amazing source book of renderings drawn from ancient Mesopotamia—the land of Sumerians, Akkadians, Assyrians, Babylonians, Chaldeans—and its treasure trove of clay cuneiform tablets, completely translated, beautifully presented and accessible for all to see! What’s more, this amazing book—NECRONOMICON: THE ANUNNAKI BIBLE edited by Joshua Free—has been carefully arranged and developed by those who actually take these matters seriously, not simply an academic interest or scholarly career. The etheric, astral and intellectual gateways that these materials unlock is far beyond what the written word can even express, and must instead be experienced first hand. Will you join us in knowing?

NECRONOMICON: THE ANUNNAKI BIBLE
10th Anniversary Collector’s Edition Hardcover

edited by Joshua Free

ISBN : 978-0-692-19010-4
The Original Underground Classic Returns!
Revised—Rewritten—Recharged!!
(Mardukite Liber N,L,G,9,W/M+S)
The “Mardukite Core” Begins Here!


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PANTHEISTICON : Secrets of the Ages — NEW “Esoteric Edition” of John Toland’s 300 year old “Wizard’s Handbook” for the Learned

Gateways and doorways are for entrance and exit, and we are justifiably annoyed when people stand in them and talk. Perhaps that is the trouble with so many of our Gateways to Truth. There is too much talking in them, and too little getting through.
– Gertrude Moakley (1959)

JOHN TOLAND coined the term “pantheism” in 1705, describing the philosophical paradigm of Spinoza – a doctrine that identifies “God” or divinity with the whole of the Universe – All-as-One. As revealed in the pages of the PANTHEISTICON, this Secret Doctrine, observing a “Universal Law” animating and acting upon all things, is actually one-to-one with an “Esoteric” Truth known among learned brotherhoods since ancient times – and it is not the same as the “Exoteric” truths vulgarly thrown about and debated on the surface world for the Realm of the masses.

[This Mardukite Blog is excerpted from the newly released ‘Tercentenary Esoteric Edition’ of John Toland’s mystical classic Hermetic Philosophy Society Handbook on External and Internal Doctrines of the Ancients — PANTHEISTICON — revised and enhanced by JOSHUA FREE for the Mardukite Library Archives & NexGen Systemological Society as ‘Liber S88’ — #pantheisticon.]

PANTHEISM is named for a “divine energy” imbuing and encompassing All Things and the “Cosmic Law” that dictates the natures of All Things and their energetic interactions with each other. This Truth exists at all levels – those we can observe causally and even those we only see effects from. It exists independent of human belief and whims of fantasy, yet is responsible for sparking both. It was observed among elite classes of the ancient world just as it has been carried forth into modern “New Age” systems via mystic traditions of Freemasonry, Rosicrucians, Illuminati, and in the case of this wizard’s handbook of John Toland – the founding father of Antiquarian NeoDruidism.

Noted public “subscribers” to this form of PANTHEISM include:

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Johann Wolfgang von Goethe,
Georg Wilhelm Friedrick Hegel,
Ludwig van Beethoven,
Ralph Waldo Emerson,
Alfred Lord Tennyson,
Henry David Thoreau,
Walt Whitman,
Leo Tolstoy,
Robert G. Ingersoll,
Nikola Tesla,
Carl Jung,
Albert Einstein,
D.H. Lawrence,
Ansel Adams,
Alan Watts,
Timothy Leary…

All of these folk made vast intellectual contributions and demonstrated an understanding of the Universe that required going beyond or outside of what the external or societal (mass) capacity allows: hence since the days of the Ancient Mystery School, “Esoteric Truth” has remained for the most part “occult” — “hidden” in the folds of those meeting in Societies outside the boundaries of the Realm.

Most famous depiction of John Toland (and he is holding the Pantheisticon)

JOHN TOLAND published his PANTHEISTICON in 1720 (along with a related work CLIDOPHORUS excerpted in the appendix of this Tercentenary 300th Anniversary Edition) with only a few copies circulating privately.

In spite of the “Universal Truth” professed, in its time, the title, use of pagan ideology and a liturgy imitating that of the Church of England was as offensive as the appearance of a “Satanic Bible.”

The PANTHEISTICON is so relevant to NexGen Mardukite and Systemological paradigm studies that Joshua Free prepared this specially enhanced and annotated edition to the public from within our private Esoteric Library Archives of our internal organization, presenting the “Secret of ALL Ages for the Learned”!

DISCOVER THIS AND MANY OTHER LEGENDARY TOMES AND ESOTERIC BOOKS AT THE MARDUKITE BOOKSHOP!


PANTHEISTICON: SECRETS OF THE AGES FOR THE LEARNED
The Wizard’s Handbook of John Toland

edited by Joshua Free — (S88)
300TH ANNIVERSARY
A Modern Edition of the Mystical Classic Hermetic Philosophy Secret Society Handbook on External and Internal Doctrines of the Ancients returns for its 300th Anniversary “Tercentenary Esoteric Edition” revised and enhanced by prodigious mystic and scholar, Joshua Free.

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Spiritual Technology : Futurism The Right Way for the Next Evolution | NexGen Systemology eBooks by Joshua Free

For the first time ever, Joshua Free’s print-booklet NexGen Systemology series composing the AWAKENING SYSTEMOLOGY-101 “Right Way to Life for the Next Generation” anthology is now available in eBook electronic format!

In early 2011, the Mardukite Chamberlains (Mardukite Research Organization) formed a ‘division’ established and dedicated to a ‘new avenue’ of ‘spiritual’ and ‘scientific’ pursuits toward understanding the ‘human condition’ as experienced by modern man – and further, how it affects the evolution of the next generation of Human… and the future of the planet!

“Awakening: Systemology-101” Anthology Edition by Joshua Free

???–Who are you?–Where do you come from?–Where are you going?–What is reality?–Why do you think and feel as you do?–Does this experience come from Self?–Or, does it stem from artificial programming?–What does all of this even mean and how can Self-Actualization be achieved in this lifetime???

On the brink of a ‘new chapter’ for humanity, it is time we addressed these questions with a new, true, Self-Honest, NexGen
paradigm – that provides answers so startlingly clear that they point toward a ‘new evolution’ in “consciousness,” and the Reality Engineering of the next step of human existence… or, trans-human existence!

WHAT IS NEXGEN SYSTEMOLOGY ???

Prolific writer and founder of the Mardukite Research Organization, Joshua Free, illustrates the existence of human life as the “Self” locked into a conditioned experience of the matrix–structured–reality of everyday life using a new revolutionary NexGen paradigm developing for the next evolution of humanity. We chose the term “Systemology” to represent the foundation of this NexGen movement in part due to “systems theory” and “gestalt” – the holistic study of SYSTEMS.

All fragmented academic fields and methodologies of science and spirituality that operate in exclusivity to wholeness have failed in resolving who and what ‘we’ are – as “individuals,” as “human beings” and as “spiritual lifeforms” – All-as-One.

Human understanding, until fairly recently, fails to truly grasp even one of these things, then alone possess an All-as-One realization (which is actually necessary to ‘truly’ understand the ‘nature’ of the parts) – such as those visionaries, mystics and spiritual masters from all places and times have alluded to us.

The global consciousness approaches a portal of change and transformation into a ‘New Dawn’ – a “New Age” – and the ‘NexGen’ thinkers are rising up from necessity, meeting the challenges and demands of the coming age… and for this they require experiential tools and “hidden knowledge” that has not been visibly apparent in recent past – has not been realized by past generations.

And yet… by the end of the 20th century, we began to see something stirring from the within the ‘underground’
– a murmur of hope to some; a nightmare to others.

Stretching the Truth Seeker’s range of ‘normalcy’ – even among the many other available volumes of alleged New Age enlightenment, the SYSTEMOLOGY-101 Systemology 1.0 NexGen series (“Right Way to Life for the Next Generation”) is now available as a four booklet cycle in print and ebook formats released by Joshua Free & the Systemological Society from early 2011 through late 2012:

HUMAN, MORE THAN HUMAN (S1)
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SYSTEMOLOGY-DEFRAGMENTATION (S2)
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TRANS-HUMAN GENERATIONS (S3)
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THE GAMES: PORTALS & INITIATION (S4)
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All of these materials are also available in the all-in-one print volume anthology: AWAKENING: SYSTEMOLOGY-101 by Joshua Free.

*NEW* The ‘Systemology For Life’ NexGen Knowledge Booklet Series debut in print and eBook format!

On the path of the ‘Right Way’ – the course one takes toward their own personal transhumanist Ascension on a spiritual scale – a significant part of your evolution comes from the ability to literally “overcome behaviors,” meaning overriding the very programming (pattern) of which we are given – either genetically or learned socially. It is this progression of interaction with external energies – our responses and experiences with them – that constitute the lessons and lifecycles that we repeatedly find ourselves in. Until we are able to fully appreciate a specific “lesson” in our path, cyclic behaviors and results ensue, and in hindsight, we find ourselves trapped in circles of behavior wherein we follow a program of doing the opposite of what we intend to do; pushing away the very energies and forces that we seek to manifest in our life.

SYSTEMOLOGY FOR LIFE: PATTERNS & CYCLES (S6)

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WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW MORE ???

“Reality Engineering” (RE/S5) anthology by Joshua Free

The paradigm encompassing NexGen Systemology is to look beneath this very surface in question and clearly and self-honestly take in a wide angle, holistic, all inclusive – systematic – way of experiencing the inner world of thought and its relationship with the outer world of forms. As the lens pierces deeper and deeper into the fabric of space and time – reality – the continuity, entangled and interconnected nature of these inner and outer realms blurs and we see that the weave and the fabric – the light and the screen – are all, in themselves, composed of the same energetic vibration that spurs out forth from the most primeval and primordial ripple of the void. Form came – and the Pattern was established…

REALITY ENGINEERING (RE/S5)
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DRUIDOLOGY : Dragon Kings, Druids & Pheryllt, 15th Anniversary “Book of Druidry” by Joshua Free, (Underground Classic Restored)

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Venture deep into the folds of the Green World and initiate yourself to the greatest of the Celtic Mysteries – the Wisdom of the Druids!

Discovering druidic wisdom and dragon power of the ancient woodland mystics has never been more clear for our times. It’s time to come and initiate yourself and on a journey into Groves of the Enchanted Forest.

Drawing upon two decades experience in neodruidism, Joshua Free’s original underground masterpiece, “Druidry”, completes a long-planned trilogy of superior resources for modern druid seekers, which includes with “Book of Elven-Faerie” and “Draconomicon.”


druidry15thannivthumb I completed the material for “Druidry” shortly after my disappearance as “Merlyn Stone” in 2001. Here it is, fifteen years after the fact, being released for widespread distribution for the first time in the history of its underground existence – influencing the New Age in covert ways, something that I have done extensively for these subjects, whether you might recognize where my work and words have made their appearance to you… I assure you they have. “Druidry” is simply one more example of this – one that has stood the test of time among my literary contributions and is even older than Book of Elven-Faerie (the project that I began in 2002 after completing “Druidry”).

lapis lazuli cloak 1 Recently, a related literary contribution of mine, the Draconomicon also celebrated an anniversary: of twenty years! Combined, the Book of Elven-Faerie, Draconomicon and Book of Druidry discourses compose material released as Druid Compleat anthology (formerly titled: “A Complete Course Curriculum in Druidry”). All of this work is a reflection of material collected during my participation in the modern Pheryllt Druidism movement, heavily weighted by the work of Douglas Monroe and his Merlyn Trilogy.

13043328_1691299604455500_7570410307930593095_nvv Many things have transpired since Mardukite Truth Seeker Press released Druidry in 2012, for its first public edition (although it was intentionally not made available to extended distribution channels). During the same time as this work was being developed, Douglas Monroe released the third and final installment of the “Merlyn Trilogy” (titled “Deepteachings of Merlyn”) and included an “interlogue” essay contributed by yours truly. At the same time I was installed to the Twelfth Chair of the Round Table Council maintained by Douglas Monroe and the New Forest Centre. Things had come full circle…


druidry15thannivthumb Providing a new vision for modern Druidry, neodruid expert Joshua Free explores the deep teachings of Druidic Lore, including the core doctrines and codes, triad teachings of the Bards, natural philosophy, the construction of ritual tools and performance of ceremonial magic dedicated to trees and Nature.

Whether you are new to Druidry or simply looking to refresh your own practices, this concise, expertly written and beautifully presented guide to the ancient mysteries will re-enchant your everyday life with the Wisdom of the Druids!


moroiiadlksgnkldsabsmsm The Dragon – the Druidic Legacy is an important part of the history and traditions of cultural magic and the development of human civilization as a whole. Nothing is separate. And this is one of the messages we learn from the Druids. That everything is connected together and we cannot see things in exclusion to other things if we are to see things for how they truly are – for the Druids seek to see with Truth.

Hidden in the depths of the Dragon lair is a legacy of bloodlines, secret pacts and cults, the symbolism of an entire universe and the means by which it can be controlled. This is perhaps one of the best kept secrets or grand conspiracies in the history of occultism. It is the undefiled, raw and primordial truth of things – just as we would expect the Druids to understand them.

With understanding comes wisodm. Enjoy.

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VAMPIRE ORIGINS IN SUMERIA : Legacy of Lilith, Cain & Children of Nod

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VAMPYRES OF NOD“Cuneiform tablets from Mesopotamia, written thousands of years before Judaism and Christianity, reveal our most ancient accounts of hybrid humans cohabiting earth alongside “gods” that engineered them and seeded civic systems for their civilization. A standing rule kept the Anunnaki from procreating (mixing any additional genetics) with the humans (adamu). Such an act represented bestiality, inconceivable within the “Realm.” As a safety precaution, the engineered race of workers were unable to procreate, lest their numbers overpower the Anunnaki…”
The Vampyre’s Bible by Joshua Free

vampbibethum When Adamu and a hybrid female, Ti.Amat (“Mother of All Life”), proved unable to procreate, they are brought to Eridu and given the forbidden additional “life essence” from ENKI, Adamu and Anunnaki ‘goddess’ NINMAH. This upgrade made reproduction possible.

Adapa (“Found”) and TiTi (“Life”) are the first born with an ability to procreate. Adapa is “human,” but more than this he is a direct descendant (bioengineered) of ENKI, son of ANU, whose progeny on earth are always shown as “men of renown” or “more than human.”

5001f28dc2b7349691d82ab1ea5a73cd Adapa and TiTi are parents to KA.IN (Cain) – Father of Vampyres.

The Talmud and Genesis regard Cain’s bloodline as separate from the rest of humanity. Scriptures of “enmity” against the progeny of Adam.

A separate Blood Legacy is credited to Lilith and Cain. Eventually the Church removes all references to this from their sanctioned scriptures.

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After killing his brother Abael, Cain is exiled from Eden (E.DIN – Mesopotamia). He goes west to the Lands of Nod – literally, the region of Wanderers existing outside of the Realm.

Standard scriptures reveal that in the “Land of Nod” he is united with his cousin, Lilith. Although Lilith bore offspring with others, It is Cain‘s Legacy that takes priority concerning the modern Living Vampyre tradition.

vampbibethum The “Children of Nod” are born into an eternal covenant as Children of NightNoditesthe Eternal Wanderers.

These Wanderers of the Night are later reclassified numerous times throughout history as demons, dark fallen angels, the damned, elves and fairy fey, dragons, the light people, and as of recently, extra-terrestrial aliens. For the purposes of this current study, We consider all of these referring to the same thing.


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vampbibethum V : THE VAMPYRE’S BIBLE
A History of the Children of Night & Guide For the Living Undead

by Joshua Free
2015 — The Final Chapter! – Liber V
The code of silence is broken… Modern day Creatures of Night are coming out of their coffins and crypts to reveal the Legacies of the “true” Darksiders throughout history; from Lilith and Cain in ancient Mesopotamia to futurist “Goths” and CyberVamps.

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MESOPOTAMIAN VAMPYRISM : The Prehistoric Cult of Lilith, Mother of All Vampires

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LILITH“the ultimate archetypal prototype of the Vampyre that lurks in your subconscious — She is the original Mistress of the Dark, Queen of the Night, and not surprisingly, the First Vampyre and Mother of All Vampyres. She is regarded by some as the Goddess of Death, Disease and Disaster. Records of her first appear in ancient Sumer where she is depicted with owls, serpent-snakes and dragons.”
The Vampyre’s Bible by Joshua Free

vampbibethum To the prehistoric Cult of Lilith – her Children of the Night – she is the Mother Goddess, the Isis, the Kali, the Inanna-Ishtar, a supreme corporeal representation of feminine energy in the Universe. Her cult predates all known religions. Her legacy survives until Babylon and its influence on early Semitic Judaism and Hebrew Mythology.

Mesopotamian traditions, from Sumer and Babylon, were rooted in pragmatism and civic functionality. These newer Semitic beliefs, spreading like wildfire, were more superstitious, even when borrowing lore directly from the Babylonians. An perfect example is the Babylonian Talmud of the Jews, written by them in Babylon during the “Exile.”

vampbibethum Lore and tradition preserved in Babylon are borrowed from, bastardized and then replaced by the Hebrew paradigm. Lilith becomes “Adam’s” first wife according to ancient Rabbinical lore. In this pre-Christian version, it is Lilith who is first banished from Eden (E.DIN in Sumerian) and returns later as the serpent-snake (dragon).

Early religious traditions blamed LILITH or her Vampyric spawn – the Lilu (called Alu in Hebrew) – for deaths of babies, impotency in males, infidelity and infertility among couples, and yes, believe it or not, even nocturnal emissions.

5001f28dc2b7349691d82ab1ea5a73cd Original lore of the Alu describes physical Children of Lilith. Later traditions treated them as “spirits” that were forced to use animated corpses to interact with this world, draining men of their “vital” energies and/or feeding on Blood. Rabbinical lore lists LILITH as Queen of the Succubi, a type of Undead female representing a Vampyre far better than later ethereal Christian “demons” associated with orthodox beliefs today.

Being very sexually confused beings, humans satisfied their curiosities throughout the Dark Ages with Demonologie. This field of “study” started exclusively with sexually charged Vampyric beings – classified as Incubus and Succubi. These descendants of LILITH animated dead bodies to inhabit for sexual purposes. They drained vital energies from men and impregnated women.

bioaefsagg Later cultural traditions develop these ideas further with changelings, alien babies and virgin births – some connected ones connected to this tradition being Jesus and Myrddin (the historical Merlyn). Lore of LILITH remained widely known general knowledge until the 17th century. Many people are surprised to hear this “occult” information today.

Based on recorded history, followers and cultists of LILITH are the first detractors from the “Realm” – meaning the original “rebels” within society, the world of Lights. As outsiders to ancient Mesopotamian tradition, Vampyres, Lycans and Witches are all permanently labeled Wanderers who exist beyond the Realm. To rival the cultist’s mystical powers and witches operating outside the system (outside the Realm), ancient Sumerians developed an elaborate ritual called the MAQLU. The ceremony takes multiple days to complete.

vampbibethum Sumerian Utukku and the Babylonian Edimmu (or Alu) are described on the Surpu tablet series as “suckers of blood and eaters of flesh.” The name Edimmu translates to mean “what is removed” – literally “that which, taken away” – indicating a person who died “before their time.” Those who had violent deaths, died in the desert or were turned away from the House of Death , become the Edimmu, wandering the wastelands for an eternal Existence. The immortal part – Ascended, etheric, “godhead,” “shade” or egregore – of LILITH is kept alive by those still honoring, including Her own Children of the Night, for at least 6,000 years unbroken.

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A Real Vampire’s Bible! Secrets of Immortality and Energy (Psychic) Vampyrism Revealed!

vampbibethum V : THE VAMPYRE’S BIBLE
A History of the Children of Night & Guide For the Living Undead

by Joshua Free

The Ultimate “fangs-on” Guide to the Creatures of Night & Living Undead.

V : The Vampyre’s Bible shatters the gateway to the subconscious wherein lies an insatiable mortal fascination with “Vampires” and the Undead.

The code of silence is broken… Modern day Creatures of Night are coming out of their coffins and crypts to reveal the Legacies of the “true” Darksiders throughout history; from Lilith and Cain in ancient Mesopotamia to futurist “Goths” and CyberVamps among us today!

Joshua Free presents a volume drawn from 20-years practical experience in a hereditary family tradition of Living Vampyres – the Moroii ad Vitam – an authentic spiritual system existing for centuries underground in Central Europe, founded on balance, transformation and our relationship with the Universe.


vampbibethum Drink deeply from the True Blood of Our:

History,
Traditions,
Magical Theory,
Egyptian Practices,
Energy Work,
Dark Mysticism,
Techniques of “Astral Feeding”

…for “energy vampyrism” in the 21st Century.

Here is your own personal Vampire Academy all in one place!

Embrace the Dark Covenant of Eternity…

Awaken Your True Immortality…

Come Forth Among Gods!


A SEASON IN HELL…

When preparing this current volume, someone who was assisting me in remaining sane while writing asked, “What is the difference between immortal and mortal, and how can you claim to be immortal in a human body?” I admit I was caught off guard, because the thought just never occurred to me. There was really no mention of it in any available literature. It was been generally assumed that if you’re dead, you’re dead; and if you rise again, you’re Undead; and if you cannot be destroyed or perish, you’re immortal. That’s basically it, isn’t it?

humanenergy After delivering my answer that might as well been taken from “Webster,” I spent time later that night thinking hard about this problem. It bothered me. What bothered me, is that she was absolutely correct. What is it that can make a person in a human shell become transhuman without technology? Is it possible for us to program or reprogram our cells and our DNA using only our minds? Does another existence even await us and if so, can Ascension of Self actually happen from this lifetime? Or – have we all just been wasting our time?

Then it occurred to me in a flash and suddenly my hands were scribbling across sheets of paper in almost incoherent writing, but writing nonetheless. I’ve just gotten used to this type of “automatic” writing process that takes over. I’m hoping that won’t happen as much anymore. But, anyways, when I was done, I stood back and looked at what I wrote and it made perfect sense.


beargates To be “immortal” and Undead are the same condition, different vocabulary. Both mean: “not dead,” which is curious because all we are talking about is Death and the dead. “Immortal” has an additional quality to it. It means consciousness that is not human, meaning transhuman. This means that “human” really is a condition and not a species or race. It is a disease and an epidemic affecting 90% of our population.

To be Immortal as the Vampyre is to exist and experience Life from a central point of Awareness beyond this body, called the Etheric Body. This is exactly what the Egyptians referred to as the “Body-Double” in their “Book of the Dead.” It has the ability to Live on after First Death, meaning after the “Death” of the corporeal body. Energy is sent to their Etheric Body during this lifetime through conscious attention and Awareness. This Eternal or Et(h)ernal Self is who We really are and what we prepare for when beyond this world. Hence, the name of this tradition is drawn from a verse: ad vitam paramus – “We Are Preparing for Life” – A Life beyond this Life.

500px-Mardukiteankh2 Mortals on the other hand, are simply creatures that will die. This is describing the condition of the true Self, the Dragon within. Those who suffer from the human condition and cannot be “turned” or “awakened” will find that their condition is terminal. Having focused all energy during Life on a corporeal body and existence of inert matter, all they know of and identify with will die. All of their energy in the physical body is used for the experience of sensation. This physical body is corruptible, and so when they are preparing for First Death, they are really preparing for Final Death. Being “mortal” and self-aware of this fact, they try to rake in as much as they can from this material existence, because for them there is no other.


1001015_318340804969022_2026839541_n You might notice that there is a general theme growing here – this is all about Death and transformations and Lives after existing Lives… Of course, this is to be expected with a book about Vampyres, the Undead and Creatures of Night. But there is also a reason that this work is being released and published now, given what it is and where I am in Life.

This year, 2015, in August, I will be celebrating 20-Years active in the underground occult world. Since 1995, I have kept this current material to myself. Although Wicca and neopaganism were just starting to trend at that time, no one wanted to put any attention on the Darkness for fear that the public would see through the fluffy stuffy puffy New Age bullshit, see things for what they really are, and stop spending their money on various candles, charms and incense that they think will somehow change their Life.


69b96c7af52e712f8850237ed617330f Only those Darksiders connected together in the Underground (or Underworld as we called it) dealt with anything involving true vampyrism. The subject was simply too “hot” for the mainstream occult. Keep in mind this is long before the days of the Internet being what it is today. Networking, publishing and distribution was much more challenging at that time. It is amazing to see how the technology at my disposal for this type of work has changed from 1995 to now.

My last 7 years have been dedicated solely to the Mardukite Research Organization and its publishing division – and I mean solely. This Legacy was part of a 7-year plan that I wasn’t sure could even be managed in time. But here we are, 7 years exactly since the release of the first edition of Arcanum… and in addition to all of my many existing literary contributions, it is time for me to write that final chapter and make this volume prophetically the last book I will write – at age 33, the Master Number, the number of Spiritual Completion and the age that Jesus ended his public work and very possibly disappeared with Mary Magdalene to start a new life and a new Legacy.

On that note, I would like to thank all those who have been around for any part of the journey – way too many to list at this point. I hope you enjoy what I have saved, the best for last, and I hope that you find this treasure map that I leave behind to be useful in earning your own Immortality!

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